Hi. This is the first time I'm writing a blog and I'm writing it in english so everybody can understand me. My english is not the perfect one, so please forgive me if I make mistakes or use the wrong verb tenses sometimes.
So I´m going to start...
Today the day ran out well and it seemed to me that it would never end. I was late to my first class, which was Informatics, but I really don't mind about it. I reproved the subject and I have only to make a test at the end of the term, so it's not a big deal. The second class was Arts and I spent most of the class researching in the library on ocean beings for a draw. We have to transform by means of drawing a bull into an ocean being at our choice. Oh well...it's not that difficult, you know. It's just going on inch by inch. And the fird lesson was Sports. We went outside, the boys played football and the girls played badminton. It's a very funny vision when you watch us from afar: us, playing badminton, with our sunglasses, dancing around and just doing crazy stuff, like screaming and singing out loud. The lesson was over half an hour before then it was supposed to, as usual, but this time it ended for a specific reason. From what I understood, Jorge, one of my class, insulted Fernando, a friend of mine, who came with me from my old school to this one. Our teacher told Fernando he could go home, and when he got off, Jorge came to me asking for his cellphone number, but I didn't gave it to him. I was guessing what he would do with it, probably insult him more. So, if Jorge has got Fernando's number now, I'm just glad he didn't get it from me. When I got home, I turned the pc on and signed in on messenger to see if Fernando was online, so I could figure out more what had happened this morning. For my most surprise, another person came to talk to me. Inês. Inês is a girl I met last October and we became best friends since then, one of the reasons, mostly, is because I know her boyfriend from a group of cathecism. She was mad with me since March and she didn't talked to me since then. The stupid thing beside this was that I didn't know what the reasons were. I tried to reach her personally at school but she refused to talk to me and I decided to write her an e-mail on Easter hollidays. She dind't answer me and I just thought I should give up, because I wasn't sleeping well and this argue wouldn't be good to my health. So, when she talked to me on messenger, I just couldn't believe that it was her. Afterall, I had seen her that day and when we passed side to side at school, she didn't even looked at me. We tried to put things straight. She said the reason why she was so made was that I had told her something, in a distorced and exagerated way, so she could have a completely different idea of what I was saying. I just told her that I was sure I wouldn't say nothing in that way. She said to told her the truth and I said that that was the truth. She said ok, but I'm having a strange feeling that maybe she hasn't believed me totally. I don't know...maybe I'm completely wrong about this. I ask her how our relationship was going to be from now on, and she said normal but, honestly, I think that it can never be the same...at least the next few days, maybe weeks...The subject left, I think, is the one about Eunice and Felipe. They were going one for 4 months and he loved her more than he will ever do, like he said to me. But there was a little problem. She didn't want to assume their relationship and they only saw each other once a week. Sometimes, they could stay about 3 weeks without fisical contact. Felipe took one of the most important decision of his life, and because he wouldn't see her for the next 3 weeks, he phoned her and broke up with her. I know that it is one of the most stupid things to do, but try to understand, it was the most logical at the time. We were all together this weekend for a pijama party a friend of us, Sammy, gave. The two were mad with each other but at one time, it was about 4 o'clock in the morning, she heard a conversation I, Sammy and Felipe were having about her and about what he was feeling, and she ran away. He ran after her and they talked. They came back about one hour and a halth later and the conversation went well, because Felipe showed me both his tumb fingers, and they were up. He then murmerd to me "Tuesday". What it seemed, was that he had suggested her to begin a new relationship and to come back together again, and she said she was going to think and give him an answer on Tuesday. Yesterday he phoned me asking for advice and I told him what I thought. I was ver nervous since sunday, since the last time I saw them. And Felipe phonned me today saying that she didn't even wanted to try, and that she had said no. He told me everything he was feeling and he was very negative with all that. I tried to give a push on positivity because he was needing, but I think that it didn't worked.
Well, that's enough for today and for my first entry on my blog.
I'll try to write as soon as I can.
Kisses
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
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