All I know is that I should.

I just came across with a new song, while searching on youtube for Karaoke musics from Missy Higgins. She's an australian singer I've found while visiting my dad in Australia back in 2005. So, I came across with a song from her called "Where I Stood", and it's funny because the lyrics match A LOT with the deal of me and João Francisco. Like really, I was amazed. Here's the music and the lyrics. Feel free to check for yourself.

That's why I love the music. I had no other option, honestly.





I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
She who dares to stand where I stood.

Forgotten Twitter

I'm sorry, I forgot the other day to post my twitter updates about the connection weirdy thingy that happened with that collegue of mine. So here they are.

And a funny thingy happened at college lol
11:47 PM Apr 7th from web

We were drawing ourselves in glass, but me and some of my classmates still needed to finish up the drawing os paper.
11:48 PM Apr 7th from web

We have to draw 1st without looking at the paper, just to at our classmate. And we have to make another one, looking but not lifting our pen
11:50 PM Apr 7th from web

Soo funny thing, me and D (a classmate) checked ourselves for last on drawing each other. Uhuh we just knew it would happen. I mean. I knew.
11:52 PM Apr 7th from web

We started so we looked into each other's eyes. We were foccused on ourselves, looking into each other. Then we started smiling and laughing
11:53 PM Apr 7th from web

I controled myself. I almost knew it was going to happened. And we foccused. We looked. We dig deep within.
11:55 PM Apr 7th from web

Then S. says "Look at them, they're so in to it. They look like they're in love." she was joking, obviously.
11:56 PM Apr 7th from web

We were drawing like our hair or something, and when she said that, our eyes rolled into each other's eyes. At first, we just staired.
11:59 PM Apr 7th from web

Then we smiled. But we did not laugh.
11:59 PM Apr 7th from web

I'm not into him, I guess. Besides, he has a lovely girlfriend, R. . But we just have this connection. Don't know if it's just me.
12:00 AM Apr 8th from web

After smiling, we really foccused, or tried to, on the drawing but then Sofia said "Look at them, they are so foccused, they look in love"
2:46 AM Apr 8th from web

LOL we were drawing like eachother's hair, and the minute we heard that, our eyes met. And we smiled like "funny" 'cause she was kidding
2:49 AM Apr 8th from web

But we didn't laugh. I'm not into him, I think, I hope. Besides he has a loevly girlfriend, Rita. And I would HATE to tear it apart.
2:51 AM Apr 8th from web

*lovely
2:58 AM Apr 8th from web

We're chatting on msn lol we started 2 hours and a half ago
2:59 AM Apr 8th from web